Everybody that just been in love will know this feeling. Missing about the one that we love, his voice, his eyes, his smile, everything.
I know this is hard to keep it as sweet as first we met. There'll be many trouble.
We live in different continen, timezone, temperature, culture. But who care? I love the way he loves me.
I learn about how to see the God has made for His amazingly create. Many times I say thank to God.
And learn how to tolerate with differencess. That is interesting for me, a lot.
Everytime we're away I'm thinking about him, just feel like he is exactly next to me. I speak to a mirror, imagine my reflection is him. To see his eyes, he is smiling. Then laughed because I know i was talking with myself like a crazy.
He usually takes picture what he doing and send to me, me either. That is what we do every we are missing one another of us. Many things that he did to show his love.
I even never mention how many miles that we are away anymore. Because I dont feel that the distance is our problem. He is understanding me, kind, sweet, many beautiful things that couldnt described in words.
Saying love when he doesnt hear it, hug him in afar.
Danijel, this is for you. I love you with all of my heart. I love the way you tell me that you love me, tell me about your life, a joke, and even if you tell me a lie. I would love it. Would love to slap you hahaha. Noooo, just kidding :P (seriously dont try it :D)
Photos of his classmates sticks on his forehead lol
Oyeah, you're right
Leaves me for awhile..look that rubbics, green!
Shaving time~
Finished! his flawless face amazed me*o*
Take picture again with the shout out lol
VERIAL
BERLYANI
My inisiall, oh God help me breathing
As cute as always
Those are our moments. Eventhough we are in about 6.563 miles apart, we still had good time to talk together. Being crazy, we are weirdos! haha
Hope it is will be long lasting. He is just i was talking about in my pray to God.
Thank God that you give me chance to know this guy.
Best crazy guy that always gives me laughter. Thanks, once again :)
"And I promise, to love her for the rest of my life"
Really beautifull song of Bruno Mars. His romantic voice always amazed me.
But I dont need him to sing this song for me :D
Yes i'm in love rightnow. Never expected before that i could feel this way again. I was promised to myself just focuss to my study and career.
But then i met with this guy. The multitalented guy.
First time i talked with him, he said he making a song. Then he said he does athletics, run.
He also love to help his grandma, and has big nationalism. That was thaught me to love family, patriots, and do the best in every we do.
He has same age with me (y) but in my national birth card, i had about 3months older than him haha.
But my actuall age is younger one year than on that. So I am younger 9 months than him.
Okay, move to the first i met him.
We met in cyberworld. Yep, stupid site if i imagine about people over there site actually. Many 'horny' guys that always ask me boobs size, or will show me their 'banana' LOL.
But not for him!
That was normally introducing, say hai then talking about us.
And he tells me about his activities. So excited that he has many things can do.
Make song, does athletics, and the most speciall is..cheff!
Yes that is so amazing for me. He works now in restaurant.
Oh My God, i forgot to mention where he is from.
He is from Croatia, that has 6 hours before Indonesia. We met on November 2012.
We exchanged skype and facebook account. I saw his facebook, he was using picture with a girl.
I thought that is his girlfriend. But he said not.
We talked via skype, feel nervous but he makes me comfortable. Many things we shared together.
Learn about our language, our country things, and so.
Because he has 6 hours before me, we dont have many times to chat.
After he worked in restaurant, or in Sunday because me and he have free day.
We've been talk unlimitedly in day by day. Feel get more comfortable to share with him than my friend around me.
I liked him!
I knew that we are just being good friend. Who knows that I would have more feeling.
He is so sweet. I told him that in Indonesia doesnt have winter season and I really wanna see a snow.
He made many videos that show the snow around his house. Feel excited to see him showed the snow falling down from the sky, hold the snow and sprinkled down, and banked snow all over his house.
Untill he told me that he met with a girl, and he liked her. As a good friend, I asked who is the lucky girl. He sent me her facebook link. I saw her photos, "beautifull girl.. uncomparred with me. i'm nothing with her"
We were just talking just if nessecary. He said that he already purposed her and waiting for her answer.
Maybe if you read previous post, you know what happened ;)
Felt so lonely that he doesnt have time for me again. I back to cheer up myself everyday.
Listening many songs, watched funny videos to fill emptiness.
But suddenly I got long messages from him.
He said that he dreamt of me, i wore beautifull dress in Croatian beach. And i come over him, we walked around at the park, and kissing. He said he just wanna spend every free time just for me.
Oh God, what does his mean to tell me about that dream? kissing? we??
Honestly so happy to know that. But he said that he is in love with Croatian girl. Why somehow he tell me this.
Since that we back to the time when we talk much things. I'm not sad anymore :D
We have been 3 months know, talking, and sharing together.
He asked me a question "How much you like me?"
I wasnt sure to tell him honestly, but yes I answered honestly "You are speciall for me.."
Happily he said he has same feeling with me.
He asked me to stay, yes i will keep staying as long as he keep his loyality.
I'm tired of cheated by guy that wasting my time to waiting for him, i told him.
He said yes he will. I trust him.
We have plan to send package to eachother. I'm waiting for his package, because i still looking for courir that offer to sending package to Croatia cheaperly.
He told me the some of the things he will send to me. He sends me some letters, but that is not his own handwritting. But his mom :D
Oh yes, his mom add me as friend on facebook. That is makes me feel excited, and nervous to talk with her. I dont wanna make a mistake that would keep away her son from me ^^v
She is beautifull woman. I saw through her photos, I see Danijel's family photo. His mom, dad, and younger sister. He more like his mom's face :D
I hope this will be a good thing for us. Distance is doesnt matter for me, but the loyality is. I will be waiting for him if he keep his promise and will make it as soon as possible
Ring, ring it's you again heart pops I loved to hear you It's been all day I've been waiting for you Hello, you call my name So much stories you shared with me You said a lot to me about girls Oh, it's so nice And every beauty thing they did to you Don't stop and tell me more'
Chorus: Loving you it hurt sometimes I'm standing here you just don't buy I'm always there you just don't feel Or you just don't wanna feel Don't wanna be hurt that way It doesn't mean I'm givin' up I wanna give you more And more and more'
Knock, knock you came around heart pops I loved to see you It's been two years since I'm love with you Bum! Bum! You break my heart You said, girl I'm in love with her But it's all right, I'm still alive yeah' ohh' And all the beauty things she did to you Don't stop and tell me more
Back to: Chorus
And when I see that smile upon your face Deep in your eyes you had it all And when I hear you super electrical voices'
Back to: Chorus (2x)
Have recommended song from my classmate. After tell what i feel nowadays.
Haha yea i'm in love with someone that i'm starting to get over.
Have same story with the lyric from that song.
We've been shared lot of story together, until i feel this feeling is more than just be someone that love as a friend. But that is immposible to make his feeling like mine. We have much obstacle to be together.
I dont wanna say or hear "nothing immposible" but that is impossible!
I dont wanna mess it up. We are comfortable with what we are. Still sharing, make a call, see eachother, and sometimes send sweet messages (as a friend, obviously) :D
That is better than he knows the truth that i expect to him and he feel awkward to me.
No, i just want to see him happy. He is my bestfriend forever <3 p="p">
Haloooo...
Its been long time to absent on this site huehehe
Hari ini gue baru selesai habisin liburan. Yaa ga lama-lama banget sih ya. Soalnya tuntutan pekerjaan :/
Jadi ga jauh-jauh tempatnya hehe. Gue abis dari Bandung bareng dua sahabat gue, Rahma dan Meta.
Tadinya Hanipa mau ikut. Tapi sedikit kemungkinan dibolehin sama orangtuanya jadi yaa ga jadi ikut :(
Okey, lets begin to our activities there haha
Cuma jalan-jalan ke mall-mall Bandung sih. Kaya BSM, PVJ, Kings, Ciwalk, dll. Lucu sih... dimana di Jakarta buanyak mall dan ke Bandung jalan-jalan ke mall lagi. Tapi seru suasana Bandung itu.
Biarpun ngangkot di matahari panas terik, tapi udaranya tetep adem.
Rahma's grandma was very kind, friendly, and....gorgeous. Lot of thanks for her that give us chance to feel the trip more amazing :D
Thats why i love to stay longer there :3
Aaaannnnd here we are..
On The Way by Bus~
First Destination : PVJ (Paris Van Java)
With Rahmaheeee~
With Metaaaa~
But Dont Forget For These Guide, Sita and Safitri :)
Little Paris At Bandung Super Mall
Still at BSM With The Girls ~
Again, With Meita.. Gosh I'm So Fat-__-
Me and Others
So, there we were... Spending time with laughter together.
Hay Guys...
Maybe it is too late to post this on my blog. But i'm afraid to forget and accidently deleting this video.
Just wanna show you my first stop motion project. Maybe this is so messy and horrible. Because i'm begginer with this.
Okay, this video i made on my ex-boyfriend's birthday. Forgot the right date (sorry...)
I dont like to spend lot of money to buy stuff. So i decided to make this stopmotion video for him. I just wanna give more special thing.
Hope this is can inspire you find idea for giving gift for someone special :)
