"And I promise, to love her for the rest of my life"
Really beautifull song of Bruno Mars. His romantic voice always amazed me.
But I dont need him to sing this song for me :D
Yes i'm in love rightnow. Never expected before that i could feel this way again. I was promised to myself just focuss to my study and career.
But then i met with this guy. The multitalented guy.
First time i talked with him, he said he making a song. Then he said he does athletics, run.
He also love to help his grandma, and has big nationalism. That was thaught me to love family, patriots, and do the best in every we do.
He has same age with me (y) but in my national birth card, i had about 3months older than him haha.
But my actuall age is younger one year than on that. So I am younger 9 months than him.
Okay, move to the first i met him.
We met in cyberworld. Yep, stupid site if i imagine about people over there site actually. Many 'horny' guys that always ask me boobs size, or will show me their 'banana' LOL.
But not for him!
That was normally introducing, say hai then talking about us.
And he tells me about his activities. So excited that he has many things can do.
Make song, does athletics, and the most speciall is..cheff!
Yes that is so amazing for me. He works now in restaurant.
Oh My God, i forgot to mention where he is from.
He is from Croatia, that has 6 hours before Indonesia. We met on November 2012.
We exchanged skype and facebook account. I saw his facebook, he was using picture with a girl.
I thought that is his girlfriend. But he said not.
We talked via skype, feel nervous but he makes me comfortable. Many things we shared together.
Learn about our language, our country things, and so.
Because he has 6 hours before me, we dont have many times to chat.
After he worked in restaurant, or in Sunday because me and he have free day.
We've been talk unlimitedly in day by day. Feel get more comfortable to share with him than my friend around me.
I liked him!
I knew that we are just being good friend. Who knows that I would have more feeling.
He is so sweet. I told him that in Indonesia doesnt have winter season and I really wanna see a snow.
He made many videos that show the snow around his house. Feel excited to see him showed the snow falling down from the sky, hold the snow and sprinkled down, and banked snow all over his house.
Untill he told me that he met with a girl, and he liked her. As a good friend, I asked who is the lucky girl. He sent me her facebook link. I saw her photos, "beautifull girl.. uncomparred with me. i'm nothing with her"
We were just talking just if nessecary. He said that he already purposed her and waiting for her answer.
Maybe if you read previous post, you know what happened ;)
Felt so lonely that he doesnt have time for me again. I back to cheer up myself everyday.
Listening many songs, watched funny videos to fill emptiness.
But suddenly I got long messages from him.
He said that he dreamt of me, i wore beautifull dress in Croatian beach. And i come over him, we walked around at the park, and kissing. He said he just wanna spend every free time just for me.
Oh God, what does his mean to tell me about that dream? kissing? we??
Honestly so happy to know that. But he said that he is in love with Croatian girl. Why somehow he tell me this.
Since that we back to the time when we talk much things. I'm not sad anymore :D
We have been 3 months know, talking, and sharing together.
He asked me a question "How much you like me?"
I wasnt sure to tell him honestly, but yes I answered honestly "You are speciall for me.."
Happily he said he has same feeling with me.
He asked me to stay, yes i will keep staying as long as he keep his loyality.
I'm tired of cheated by guy that wasting my time to waiting for him, i told him.
He said yes he will. I trust him.
We have plan to send package to eachother. I'm waiting for his package, because i still looking for courir that offer to sending package to Croatia cheaperly.
He told me the some of the things he will send to me. He sends me some letters, but that is not his own handwritting. But his mom :D
Oh yes, his mom add me as friend on facebook. That is makes me feel excited, and nervous to talk with her. I dont wanna make a mistake that would keep away her son from me ^^v
She is beautifull woman. I saw through her photos, I see Danijel's family photo. His mom, dad, and younger sister. He more like his mom's face :D
I hope this will be a good thing for us. Distance is doesnt matter for me, but the loyality is. I will be waiting for him if he keep his promise and will make it as soon as possible
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