Trip to Anyer, Banten

Anyer is a beach town in Banten. It is located at Anyer, 38 km from Serang City. The beach is facing the West, so we can see the view of Mt. Rakata (the remaining / child of Mt. Krakatau that exploded in 1833) and the sunset. A beautiful sea sight with all activities such as Jet Ski, Speed Boat, Para Sailing and other aquatic sport, those types of activities can be found here, as well as sunset view from the beach and an old lighthouse at Cikoneng. A lot of hotels from jasmine to international 5 stars can be tourist best choices to stay. Anyer is a popular beach resort for Jakartan (like me)
Anyer beach has many unique enchantments. Its white sands amaze many tourists. They are so pure; we can feel the softness of the sands. The deep blue sea attracts many divers around the world because its various sea lives are so completely perfect. The sea breeze can make visitors' mind fresh, out of stress and enjoy. And the last enchantments that can make Anyer beach as the most favorite place to visit is the view of the legendary Krakatau Mountain and its historical lighthouse.
It is located in the west coast of Java about 120km from Jakarta. Sanghyang, 10 km off Anyer beach, is an easy diving destination for Jakartan divers who can only spare a weekend. This volcanic island offers white carbonate-sand beach and a wealth of underwater life, while Anyer offers a gorgeous sunset.
 (http://www.indonesia-tourism.com/banten/anyer-beach.html)
But, there are hotels which not allow the visitors to go to the beach freely. Eventhough the hotel serves sea sight as the best view of the hotel. Dont, worry, you can drive for a little or you can take public transportation until the Pantai Pas (Beach).
Fortunately, in Mambruk Hotel where I stayed, I could go to the beach for a little. That was pretty good, as you can see from my photos. I still could see the sea sight, walked on white sand, and it was probably to rent a boat to go to small island in front of the hotel. But I didnt get much enough to rent it. Because I was there for fulfill the duty, not for holiday. So my time was not much :(

Here are my photos in Anyer, Banten. I got so much lesson and relax time here. With met many new people, fresh air, beautiful beach, sunsets and sunrises. Feel grateful I had chance to get here for duty. Like holiday while in duty :D
So here there are....


Day 1

Taking pictures of the neighborhood

Mountain were amazed me along the trip

Arrived! Here was almost sunset. Let's wait awhile :)

Took a selfie :3

With Teh Nunu (one of my roomates)

With another roomate, old but gold

Selfie again!

Greeting from the sunsets

Still get astonished with the sunsets

There are boats over there!

Day 2

Spice Girls! haha j/k. Enjoy the view before meeting started

In the meeting of workshop

Discussing about managerial non formal education

Day 3

In front room of attendants (oh yes I look fat -_-)

See the water is so clear..and my back is a seaa!

Ok, that was a thumb blocking on the photo

 

Not that cold actually :D

Never been as happy as this time while working

Posed before go back to the room

Someone bought a baby octopus from the beach!

On little becak (that is just for display but we played with that ahaha)

The last minute in the room before check out :(

Feel like Balinese hihi

Those are manggoes just upon my head!

 

The duty was finished :( And I got wrong spelled name -_- BERLYANI, please. ugh nvm

With roomates visit market before go back home, they are very beautiful aren't they ;)

Me, with double backpack, back and front hahaha

And those are the photos of my holiday due the duty hehe. I got many experiencess from those people who attend the workshop. Eventhough I was the youngest, I felt so grateful I could be in this part earlier. I know about non formal education further and makes my self-esteem improved.

Thankyou for spending your time to take a look my blog. Hope you have a nice day! mwack!

Trip Jakarta - Anyer by Public Transportation

Heiii how are you readers....! Feel like I have many readers LOL.
Hummm, been long time not show up here and had bunch of spiders web all around my blog ahaha. Joke!
Did you know? I was travelling just alone! To another city! Anyer! Took 6 hours!
Oh, did I say that I live in city of Banten province? Yeah, actually I live here in South Tangerang, Banten Province. And Anyer in Banten Province as well.
Why did I say it from Jakarta and took 6 hours to get same Banten?
Hold up hold up....lemme tell ya.
I live in South Tangerang and it is practically exactly just seperated by a river from South Jakarta. Soooo, if I said I live in Jakarta or I live in Banten Province, I wasnt wrong haha.
This is the map if you dont believe me :p





Then, where my Alone Trip story?
Haha okay I just started up with the area definition.
Did you know why I travelled to Anyer, and alone?
Actually I wasn't take the trip with my own plan. But it was from Education Departemen of Province to held a Workshop for every Community Learning Centre in Banten Province each city. I chose from the one of them, but only one person of foundation who could attend it. So that I went just myslef. Believe or not, I took public transportation and just spent about Rp 50.000,- for the fare.

Strated with...Oh, to let you know, I just take public transportation to get Anyer from South Tangerang.

I went to a busses terminal in Kampung Rambutan (East Jakarta) by 510 from Ciputat or you can get the bus in Lebak Bulus Terminal, I paid Rp. 3.000,-. Here its look :




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I went by that buss untill Terminal Kampung Rambutan, the busses stop.
After that I just need to choose any buss with destination to Merak, because I need to stop in Terminal Bayangan Cilegon. Just ask to the buss driver "Cilegon?" if he replies "Ya ya, lewat Cilegon" (Yes, yes, passes Cilegon). Kinda forgot which one I chose. Because too many busses with Merak destionation. I paid Rp. 23.000,-. Here the Kampung Rambutan Buss Terminal :


Busses come at this gate
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Busses in the terminal with several destionations
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Busses go out with this gate
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In the buss, probably took 3 hours. Because passes many highway's gates. I spent with sleep and taking some moments of view outside. Unfortunately, the buss went fast so the picts are blured haha.
Dont forget to pay attention to the street signs! So you'll know what area that you've passed and you wouldnt be like me -_-
Here my sad story :
Every buss driver should has assistant to sell tickets to passengers and to hear any passenger needs. I gave him message to remind me in Cilegon when I pay the ticket he gave me. Then when it was in Cilegon the driver assistant said "Cilegon...Cilegon!". And you know what, I fell asleep!
No, I didn't hear that, Sir! I was fell asleep! W Y U NO WAKE ME UP!
Yeah readers, my bad. All I remember just when I woke up I saw the street sign that shows "Merak" with go straight symbol.
"Whaaaattt? I just missed Cilegon?!!" I was panicked like I'd never fulfill my duty or even come back to Jakarta and meet my family. Oh yes, it is hyperbole.
I asked the old guy behind my seat "Pak, Cilegon sudah lewat ya pak?" (Sir, did Cilegon has passed).
He replied "Iya, barusan aja lewat. Sekarang udah mau ke Pelabuhan Merak" (yes, just passed it. Now we are going to Merak harbor"
Harborrr???? Oh my God I didn't ever been to Harbour and dont know what I should I do now oh God T.T
Then I asked him again "Terus kalau mau ke Cilegon bagaimana Pak? Saya sebenernya mesti turun di Cilegon" (Then how to get back to Cilegon, Sir? Honestly I should stop in Cilegon).
"Ooh, nanti naik bis yang ke arah Jakarta aja lagi. Nanti juga lewat Cilegon lagi" (oh, later you just take the buss to Jakarta, it will pass in Cilegon as well).
After say thanks to him, I felt so relax.

The view was so beautiful. All along the way I saw are beautiful blue sea because of sunshine brightly and big ships that maybe for importing and exporting products. I astonished to saw all of the beautiful view until I get the Merak busses terminal. And it also an harbor.
I tried to ask how to get Anyer before I take the buss to Cilegon. I asked to a man who I assumed he is from this place and knows the way around terminal.
"Kang, ka Cilegon kumaha nya?" (Mr, how to get Cilegon?).
Oh, because there is people talk with Sundanese, so I also talk with the language. My mom is Sundanese and I am good at it hehe.
The man just replied "Oh, iya tau neng. Sini akang anter" (Oh, I know. Here I ride for you).
I didn't understand why he didn't just tell me how to get there. I walked little to follow him, he took his motorcycle. And I know, he is tukang ojek! (ojek man) it is same as taxi driver but they use motorcycle to carry the passengers. And the price is slightly different. Because using his own price. So you probably find different prices between one and another tukang ojek. We MUST to ask first before you take ojek. Dont pay after you get the destination. They will suck your blood!
And also one tip for yo, dont ask how to get a place to them if you prefer to take another cheaper public transportation. You can ask to police officer, or people who sells anything. Just people who doesnt have any business with transportation like drivers of taxi, ojek, becak, etc etc
Dang, that was my first word in my brain. Immediately I sad to him "Kok ojek? Saya cuma tanya jalan. Soalnya saya mau ke Anyer" (why ojek. I just asking a way. Because I wanna go to Anyer)
"kan gampangan pake ojek neng. Akang anter sampe cilegon. Nanti tinggal naik angkot arah Anyer" (using ojek is easier, isn't it. I'll carry you until cilegon. Then you just take public transportation to Anyer)
"Nteu ah Kang, nuhun" (Sorry I dont wanna, thankyou)
Then I walk a little more and find a man wears light green waistcoat with word POLISI (police). Yes, perfect person for asking. I came close to him and ask the way again.
"Neng naik angkot merah aja yang sebelah sana, nanti turun di simpang tiga, dari situ ada mobil silver sampe Anyer" his explaination. (You can take the red car overthere, stop in Simpang Tiga, then you take the silver car until Anyer)
After say thankyou I just go to find the red car. Not far I found it and of course dont forget to ask wether your destination is suitable with the car's direction destination.
"Simpang Tiga, Kang?" (Simpang Tiga, Sir?)
"Muhun, Neng" (Yes). With no more words, I get in it.
But... If you didnt have problem like mine, you can stop in Cilegon and take the cute purple color car. It looks like this:


With labels "Simpang - PCI"

But, because of I was lost and accidently passed Terminal Bayangan Cilegon, I took another car. It was red color with Simpang Tiga destination as well (thank God). Here its look :


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Fifteen minutes later, the driver told me "Simpang, Neng" (Simpang, Miss)
"Oh, nuhun kang" (thankyou, Sir) I went out and paid Rp. 6.000,- to him.
Then I immediately found the silver car make a line along the road. To make sure again, I asked the driver "Ke Anyer Hotel Mambruk ya, Bang?" (To Anyer, Hotel Mambruk, isn't it?)
"Iya neng, Iya" (Yes, Miss. Yes)


I got in it and just sat down with many passengers in front of me the natives. They talk in Sundanese language but some of them speak Bahasa with sundanese accent.
This part is the longest trip by car. Because it goes to the road which has many holes and passes with many big cars such busses or trucks. All the road just dry sand and goes like smoke will make you coughing. Dont take it serious, if you arrived to the beach, you will see blue sea with calm waves, fresh air, village, and kinda silent place.
It took for about 1,5 hours from Simpang to Mambruk Hotel, Anyer. Place where I have duty and stay there for 3 days. Actually there are many hotels there because the beach is quite well-known by people to spend holiday at beach. Here are the fare of the car :
Simpang - Pasar Anyer Rp5.000,-
Simpang - Hotel Marbella (Anyer Beach) Rp10.000,-
Simpang - Pantai Carita Rp15.000,-
Simpang - Labuan Rp20.000,-
So I paid Rp. 10.000,-

Finally, lets count how much I pad for the fare..

Ciputat - Kp. Rambutan Rp. 3.000,-
Kp. Rambutan - Merak Rp. 23.000,-
Merak - Simpang Tiga Rp. 6.000,-
Simpang Tiga - Mambruk (Anyer) Rp. 10.000,-

Total : Rp. 52.000,- !!


But yeah, it was pretty hilarious experience I've ever done. It'd be easier and probably cheaper and more comfortable to use private car. But I liked to take trip by public transportation. The reasons are I was alone, and I cant drive a car :D
So thankyou so much for reading my experience of my trip to Anyer. I know it is boring for you. But this is the way I write maybe would help anybody who wants take a trip by public transportation too. I will post another thread which uploaded many photos in Anyer and my social activities there. Was excited because I met many people from education department, and I was the youngest! lol yeah.

Whoop! See you soon..... mwack! xx

Promise To Me

I'm missing him like crazy rightnow.
He promised to me he'll be at home after work and go talk to me.
He said he works in the morning and finish in evening. Now is 00:44 and he has 6 hours later than me.
He still not showing up. Where's he now? I can even count how long we've not talking a week more.
Feels hard to spending a day without his face. Fuck text, I wanna see him. Extremely wanna hug him and never let it ends. He makes me crazy. Like nobody could do to me.
Argh, now he turns my mood down. Feelin blue to know that he wont come to what we usualy do, Skyping.

You Lost Me

Relationships between mom and daughter are the most complex - Wynonna Jude.

Yeah, I feel that. Maybe I am not a perfect and nice daughter. But what I can do if I lost trust for her? I feel like we are not like we used to be. Chatting, laughing, and sharing story together. The most I miss is the time when she tells me about my chilhood. I can remember exactly when I stopped to had breastfeeding, age when I started to step, and the time when I had dissease that almost took my life.

But what now? Feel like she is a stranger, and I am a stranger for her. She has been tried to talk to me, to ask what my problems, and how I could passed the bussy day. I just answer with ignorant words.

Feel guilty.... Yes, I do.

But that wasn't my fault at all. I'm not a person who likes to spread my anger to everybody, if I just mad at one person, I'd be different to another person. Not at this time. I feel dissapointed because of her behaviour 2 years latter. And when her phone alarm ringing in the early morning, I just wanna dismiss it but then I read messages from a stranger man (for me) that he said he wanna do something as a husband does. And that is disgusting, if you know what I mean.

I never blame on her to the broken of my family, my dad as well. Until I found out something that could change her behaviour and attitude. She maybe never change to me, her love.

I feel enough for getting her attention of me since I coudnt get her attention when I tried to talk to her. Too happy with her phone, I bet. I just let it go and try to get anything I need by myself. 

She's enough to thinking about her responsibilities. I am 18 and mature enough to be alone.

Everything has changed, since I couldn't go along with my parents like when I'm 10 year-old we went to the shop together. 

She has to be happy because she deserves it.

I cant stand with this moment. Just fed up with my mom and I cant be softly talk to my mom. I know she doesnt know why I changed my behaviour to her  suddenly. I just cant feel like I am happy. Okay I'm smiling. To everyone. But I cant smile to my mom even a little. I dont know how I could be like I used to be to my mom. Maybe if she stops to text the man and stay away from him. Or even she marry with that man. 

I hate if she just hide it. That she has a person who can makes her happy, who can caring her, or whatsoever. 

Perhaps if they say it to me, that they are in love. I could support them like I'd happy to have new dad.

But no more. My heart broken to pieces to know what my mom has been done. She cheated my trust on her.

Randomly Random Thought

ini curhatan temen sekelas gw dikampus, namanya Arinda "Dimana kebanyak remaja seumuran gue lagi enjoying their life dgn main, cinta, dan dunia remaja lainya..
Gue di paksa ud dewasa skap dan pkiran, menjadi eksekutif ketika di kantor, menjadi hangat ktika mengurus rumah, dan mncoba mnjadi yg berintelektual di kampus..
Smuanya harus di slsaikan dgn catatan wkt yg ud di rancang. Ga boleh mleset antara 1 kegiatan dgn yg lainya..
Malam ketika hening inilah wkt curhat kepadaNya, curhat yg melegakan dbanding dgn sypa pun, curhat yg menguatkan dari ya Rabb..
Dan minggu kembali jadi balitanya mama di rumah trlepas dr aktifitas org dwasa ini.
Ooohhh hidup, bagai. Pelangi.. badai menerpa lalu indah. Aaamiin"

Iya juga sih...
Gw juga ngerasain hal yang sama. Dimana masa remaja gw (cailah) tertinggal dibanding temen-temen sebaya gw. Bayangin, temen-temen gw lagi libur panjang kelulusan, gw masih berkutat sama kerjaan. Dimana temen gw ngajak jalan, gw cuma bisa hari Minggu doang. 
Tapi coba dipikir lagi... Dengan ini gw bisa dewasa lebih cepet.
Huffft...boring sih. Tapi yaa seneng aja jadi lebih bisa ceramahin orang (lho!) haha becanda deng. 
Just be foccuss on what I'm doing, and make plans what I will do.
Firstly, I must to graduate with great GPA. At least 3,5 or even perfect!
Secondly, I want to go to an education event in abroad such as fellowship, scholarship, or else.
If those are done nicely, I will thinking of 'heart'. Now I have a person that always be myself, I mean we are so alike. What he does, what he likes, or what he hates are same as me. Eventhough we are in the 180 degrees different cultures. He is European and I am Asian. For exactly he is Croatian and I'm Indonesian.
At first met him, I though he'd tell me that free sex, drunk, or smoking are usual for him. But no, he hates them. He does athletics, and he got many medals from his run competition.
But he is honest to me. What he did that he thinks it is not right and that is just for fun, he told me he wont do it to me. I realy realy appreciate it. We are enjoy our conversation everytime we talk.
I met his sister, his Mom (on webcam, not in personal yet). They are welcome to me. Really happy that his Mom also support his effort to be together with me. 
It is difficult to realizing everyone. They just say "he wont make it, just looking for another guy around you that would hug you and be with you all the time as long as you need him. what you get from the LDR? just nonsene" then they are laughing. Wtfffff... are they could know what I feel when I tell them about my long distance boyfriend? could they see how brightly eyes I had when I'm talking with him, texting with him.

Noo, they are just know about distance and cultures, everything they see is just physically.

I believe he'll keep his promises. I dont have problem to waiting him. As long as he keep trying, keep comunicate with me. I've ever complaining to him, then I feel guilty. He doesnt just have me. He has family, he has job, and he has his own activities. So I'm not the only one.
Haaaahhhh too mush out of topic from my goals in life lol.
Okay then, my marriage. If me and my bf now have destiny to be together, and will make decision together. I will live with him. Whenever he stays. But still, I will never leave my citizenship as Indonesian.
It'd be difficult, I know. But what is life if we just looking for just the easy way. We wont know about efforts.
If imagine about my own family in future with him. It would be absolutely beautiful. Have a handsome husband, have children that have white skin, black hair, bright brown eyes, pointed nose. I really want that they will alike as their father in physically haha.
And about my career, I dont really know about it. I want to be a teacher. Or I will have my own school (Aamiin).
One time, me and him talking about to make our restaurant. Because he is a cheff and he thinks he can teach me to cook. I'm able to cook, Indonesian food. Such as nasi goreng, ayam goreng, rendang. And his country food more same like italian food.
Okay okay those are too much for my imaginations. Shame, but not lame. To have imaginations is make you to have plan and goals. No matter people underestimate you. Dont make people hold your hand, just move it by yourself ;)

This Is Always Happen

Three word in one second "I'M MISSING HIM"

hhhfff, this is always happen to me. Dunno why I always need him everytime he is on my mind. 

But i'm never had negative thinking about him. I trust him as I trust about my love for him.

Feel guilty when he sends me messages whenever he has a chance, but I just reply with unhappy response just because I'm upset he just had short time. And its on and on..

When I feel sad, and his message pops up on my mobile..

That is automatically kills my bad mood. Seriously, he is the one and only my moodbooster for my day, my moodkiller for my heartbreak. Haha but honestly, I'm never regret to love him even if some day God doesnt allow us to be together. I'll never forget him. As always he'll be in my mind. Because he is the most beautiful dream, story, and love I've ever feel.
Always remember the way he say my name, calls me "my love.. my darling".
Says that I'm beautiful. I know its been few guys say that, but he is the most I feel.
Because with other guy, everything they say just a words.
Not with him. I believe what he says. What he tells.

I'll never regret to met you..

Have you ever feel like, you extremely want to hug someone that you love? Feel her/his breath on your nose? Cuddling in the cold weather? And everything you do is to see him/her next to you..

Yep, I feel it. I'm missing my long distance boy. Missing his bright eyes, sweet smile and laugh, and every particular of him. He usually tells me his story, his days when we're away. What he has done for whole day. Uhm.. I just dont wanna he is change. The way he treat me, even his love.

The more he do sweet things, the more I'm affraid he'll change.

But I dont wanna bothering him whenever he is in problem or bussy with his stuffs. I try to understand. Just... Ummm, I'm desperately missing him. As always :(

Hope he has same feeling as me. With him, I always give my sweetest smile because with I smile he'll smile. And I love his smile. 

Pissed Of

Every day goes gone, the more i'm pissed of with something that I cant have time to be alone. All I want is to be alone. Without people who like to put stuffs wherever they want, just staring at their gadget without carying around them, and just complain with messes that I wasnt made.
I feel suicide when I'm with them. Because never comfortable to face with people that just thinking about another people see us. I'm never give a damn with anything people can say to me. I just wanna do my best and let people judge me. Not just being good outside house, and being mad inside a home. I dont know why they just act like wise person, kind person, lovely person. But yeah, in reality many people adored them. But do they realize that, life is not only for other people. Life is like you've done with your needs, then you can help any one that needs a help. Because how can you help a person even if you are the one who more neded help? Is that possibly to survive with that way?
I'm never understand. I know that they wanna be a good in personal. But why to be another people??
Not me??! I am the one who need more love, money, attention. Why they just thinking about poor people? Cat? Or foundation for inability children?
I knowwww, I know that I am not that as poor as what I mentioned.
But attention. I need more attention when I need more reward with anything that I have done. Hellooo... I got 3,6 GPA and all I get just congratulation word? I wash the dishes, and brush the bathroom but she still complain that I'm never care about cleaness? I'm never ask her much money but just for cost to get campuss, yet she still complains with everyone that she confuse to figure out how to pay my tuition study.
Money. As I said, I'm never using my mom money as much as my brother. But does she know how much I give her tollerant of all of her problems? Start from he is marry, his wife give a birth, and in the jail. Ii was trying to be a good daughter for all of the rest of her life. I dont wanna feel guilty when my grandma died, and I made many mistakes for her eventhough I was a child.
Love. I know that they love me. But I dont know how they can show it with all of their heart. I hate when I'm talking and they just staring at their phone and answer "hem..yea..good" fuck.
And always telling tha they have a messages or call from people adore them. Is that give me information? Or they just wanna show me how amazing they are. And the entire of world needs to know it. Phone ringing in the midnight. Taking picture and ask me is that good or not, how can I describe the picture. Look, you are just pissed me of with that question.

I just wanna be alone in one place that I can crying alone, wondering about many things, do whatever my favorite things, and talking with my friends and boyfriend as long as I want.
Yes, I can feel happier just with friends anf boyfriend. They can give me a smile. Hardest thing I feel they just make a joke or they also tell me a story. Just like, my life with friends around me is never useless.
I dont care if they reading this. The reason why I dont tell them in person because they do not want to blamed. Never ever ever want to hear that they are wrong. Always have excuse to refuse it. What ever, I just wanna put my thought not in facebook/twitter that I also can pissing of my frends. lol
Oh yeaaah, this is 11:57 and I still can hear blackberry messenger notification.

Let Me Help Myself

It was too much to holding inside myself. Wanna complain about everything that has happened, wanna deny the people who blame me, wanna go away from the grumpied people around me. everyone just give me boring, sad, uncomfrotable.
Thankful enough I was found the one who can make my day is not waht i was said. He makes me listen to him, smile, and amazed with his sweet smile and sexy eyes. Also with my besties that always cheer me up whenever I'm down. Eventhough they never knew what the hardest thing I felt. They just make me happy all the time when we are together.
I dont know if there are no Danijel, and my bestfriends. They are my power of living. My power to be readu to face the life.
I'm never get any apreciate or reward with what i have done. Great thing. Even when in my birthday.
There was nothing special except Danijel's messages, friend's birhtday greetings. The time when I got almost perfect GPA in college. They just say "ooh, congrats" what-_-
And lets look to my brother, he always give them bad news. Impromtu marriage, his wife gave a birth with caessar, and the last is he is in the jail because of he fight with a guy!
How much money that my parents need to help his casses?? many million ruphias. That big amount of money must be enough for my school tuition until i get bachelor degree.
But what is that for? WASTING MONEY FOR USELESS THING THAT MY BROTHER HAS DONE.
Yes, he is my brother. But this is my right to have jealouse feeling of what I never had and one of my siblings had it from my parents.
But what my parents give to me? long sad story, complainment, bad mood at home, blame me with everything wrong, and many many things that describe they are not appreciate me as a nicer daughter.
But everything is gonna be change. I know what my needs. I dont give a fuck

All I Want Is See You

Long Distance Relationship.
There is the time when you feel extremely wanna hug the person that you love but they are not next to you. You just can have an emotionally contact without physically contact.
It doesn't mean you have a reason to looking for another one around you that can be there beside you, hug you, kisses you, and even cuddling with you that you've imagined. Being in LDR means you are in the challenge of your love for you are both love. But that is not impossible.